:: Venting Insanity ::

:: Wednesday, March 12, 2003 ::

school
Class wasn't bad. Prof Lucero seems like a pretty cool teacher. I think it's going to be dry, though. We're only covering three topics this session. We talked about the 'printf' statement all night. We'll see how this goes.

And the book is like $70. He says we don't have to get that one, but we have to get a book. I might as well. I'll see if I can get one in time from somewhere else for cheaper, like eBay or Amazon or something. I did that for my Unix class and got an awesome deal.

old friends
I saw Michelle today after class for the first time in several weeks. She has an english class in the South Street building after my C class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. We talked for a while, catching up on things. She got a cat, Roxbury. Also, our friend Stacy called Michelle a couple days ago. Stacy's six weeks pregnant. I'm really happy for her and John P. They've been married for almost three years now and moved up to CT either last year or the year before. My mom works with both Michelle's and Stacy's moms, which is really funny. Donna (Stacy's mom) didn't know Stacy and I knew each other or that Mom was my mom. Barbara (Michelle's mom) started working at the IRS last year, I think. It's pretty cool.

I have to send Stacy a congratulations e-mail.

I also heard from Stef a few weeks ago. She's doing good. Still down in FL and she seems pretty happy. She had heard from Sean and Drew finally. I was happy to know they hadn't fallen off the face of the earth like I thought they had. Drew has a little girl. {{dies}} I can't believe he's got a kid. I was shocked to hear that one. I hadn't even known he was seriously dating someone. {{sigh}}

love life
...or lack thereof...

I'm so lonely, sometimes. I just don't know how I'd balance any kind of relationship right now. Plus, I'm just lacking in the desire department. As lonely as I am, I just don't feel like putting myself out there. I mean, if something pops up in my face, I'll probably go for it, but I just don't have the desire to actively persue something right now.

I had kind of hoped eye candy in math would have wanted tutoring, but he dropped the class. That was disappointing. I hope I see him in another class. So far, I've met very few guys at school that are single that I liked. Most of them were taken. {{sigh}} Oh well.