:: Venting Insanity ::

:: Monday, December 30, 2002 ::

name: Jessi-Lynne
In the morning I am: probably sleeping if I don't have a job
All I need is: right now? money... or a job to get the money from...
Love is: Nice when it's there
If I could see one person right now: I don't know...
Im afraid of: Rejection
I dream about: my stories that I write... It's where I get my best ideas

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
Pictured your crush naked?: Oh, please! Who hasn't?
Actually seen ur crush naked: If he's still only a crush and nothing more, it's probably only in those mental pictures
Been in love: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Lied: ^_^;;; Is *that* what it's called?
Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI (preferrably Wild Cherry flavor)
Flowers or Candy: flowers
Scruff or clean shaven: depends on the guy and if it works for him
Tall or short: preferrably taller than me


W I T H_ T H E_ O P P O S I T E_ S E X
Last person u slow danced with: My ex-boyfriend at a Charity Ball


D O_Y O U_E V E R
Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?: sometimes, if I'm not busy with stuff off the computer
Save aol/aim conversations: I have logging enabled, but I don't do it for sentimental reasons.
Wish u were a member of the opposite sex: Nope.
Cried because of someone saying something to u: Yup


H A V E _Y O U _E V E R
Fallen for ur best friend: I've had a crush on one, does that count?
Been rejected: Yeah...
Rejected someone: a lot
Used someone: I hope not
Been cheated on: Sort of... I thought he was cheating, but I never found out for sure.
Done something u regret: tons of times


.W H O_W A S_T H E_L A S T_P E R S O N
You talked to on the phone: My friend Brian a few moments ago.
Hugged: My dad
You instant messaged: I'm talking to my bud Corey right now
You laughed with: My friend Brian when we were on the phone a few moments ago.


D O .Y O U-
Color ur hair: Yup, my natural color is too bland
Ever get off the damn computer: surprisingly a lot


-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
Smoke cigarettes: No thanks, I like being able to breath
Obsessive: yes... current obsession is Harry Potter (still a little Gundam Wing in there)
Could u live without the computer?: Probably not, tho' I'm not scared to give it a try
How many peeps are on ur buddylist?: do I have to count?
What's your favorite food?: Um... probably bacon
Whats ur favorite fruit?: Green Delicious Apples
Drink alchohol?: socially, but that's 'cuz I'm old enough now, I don't like getting drunk
Like watching sunrises or sunset: When I'm awake for them yeah
What hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?: Emotional, tho' I try to avoid physical
Trust others way too easily?: Definitely not. I don't trust others enough.


-N U M B E R-
Of times i have had my heart broken? : probably once
Of hearts i have broken? : Um... probably one, but I'm not really sure.
Of boys i have kissed? : 8 in a romantic way, but I kiss some of my friends on the cheek (family doesn't count!)
Of continents i have lived in? : 1
Of drugs taken illegally? : big fat ZERO
Of people i consider my enemies? : none at the moment... I try to avoid having them.
Of cd's that i own? : um... They're not in the room with me and I doubt I could run upstairs and count the ton of them quickly (I know it's around 200)
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : 3 or 4, I think... sometimes w/ pic. My mom has them on the fridge. ^_^;;;
Of scars on my body? : Not sure, but I do have them.
Of things in my past that i regret?: Not sure, but I do regret some things.