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Saturday, May 10, 2003 ( 7:13 PM ) Mandie *twitching* Sharp boundries in a communtiy are called Ecotones... wich are regions of rapid replacement of species along an environmental gadient.... *twitching* # ( 5:40 PM ) Laura 'Nanas! :D Back in NJ. V. cold here for some reason. Hikari had an outting. Will be on the phone a lot it seems this week that I am home. You may all laugh now. :P Dad answered the phone this time and startled the boy. Haha. # ( 3:57 AM ) Danny Play *ponders burying himself in sand again for no reason* Mmmm.... Bananas.... *then ponders banana flavored takoyaki* # ( 1:14 AM ) Angie 12:00 am. Fairly okay, didn't have to deal with v. bitchy grant officer today. E-mailed 10 companies, 5 got back to me. Tomorrow go off to play the flute and get $20 for it. v. Good. Room v. bare after Sarah and I started packing. # Friday, May 09, 2003 ( 10:10 PM ) Laura 9:55pm. V. tired, but v. happy. Strange day, yesterday. Got very little sleep. V. interesting story behind that. IM for details. :P # Thursday, May 08, 2003 ( 6:26 PM ) The Duchess 6:21pm. V. bored. Watching class do C final. Working on C project. Must concentrate on code. # ( 12:43 PM ) Laura One more final. 4pm. V. excited. Still can't believe that the bookstore wouldn't buy back chem or calc books. Stupid bookstore. Stupid final. Stupid rain. Going to buy money order for v. cute new backpack. Style C. Will make sure am still prettiest. ( 10:44 AM ) Mandie *cries* I wanna be in Hawaii and bury myself in sand... # ( 3:37 AM ) Danny Play *goes to bury himself in sand* # Wednesday, May 07, 2003 ( 8:34 PM ) The Duchess I have a million old college books lying around. I actually brought two of my three old Physics books with me to tutoring today. I also have two college math books (calc, algebra, trig, geometry combos). The Physics ones are weird. I have a really old one from my first class at Suffolk. I had dropped out of that. Well, when I went back to take it again a few semesters later, they had changed the edition. Of course, I now could no longer sell back the old one to get a new one. So, I had two. Next, I went back to take the second half. In between, they had switched editions AGAIN, leaving me with two useless Physics books and having to pay brand new price for the new one. _-_ Yeah... Sucks, don't it? As for selling back the third, that was my last semester at Suffolk and I seriously had no desire to go back there again, even if it was to sell back my books. As for the Group, I guess it's all Trev's fault. >P I was waiting on him to post, and you couldn't post because neither him nor I had posted in a while. I posted last of the three of us, that I know for sure. {{sigh}} Now I'm completely stuck. I can't move my characters at all in there. {{pouts and whines}} # ( 4:09 PM ) Angie You can set them on the fire Sarah and I create out of the books that she has that the bookstore wouldn't take back. Sarah couldn't sell her psych stuff or her history book because "they're old editions". *rolls eyes* # ( 3:38 PM ) Laura You can add my calc answer manual to the flames. I could sell back the book, not the ANSWER MANUAL. What am I supposed to do with a book of answers without questions? Set it on fire, I think. *evil grin* They didn't take my chem book back either. No one would. It was $100!!!! ARGH. So I donated it to the "Books for Africa" collection. Education and chemistry for all. # ( 10:56 AM ) Mandie *falls over laughing at Robyn* Well I contributed to the torchering the grant officer needs already... Angie has two black dragons to perminately keep for the likes of that cow. And Jess... I quite becuase I hadn't been able to post in over a month... If that happens I usually leave the group. Sorry... *cries* # ( 10:47 AM ) Laura Okay, so I don't have to lend out my sexy men? ^^;; You can have the Snape-On-A-Stick(tm) if you like. Even the flaming version! [Now whether that means on fire or in a pink dress is TOTALLY up to you. :D] # ( 2:46 AM ) Danny Play *ponders a few well placed Su bombs for the woman* # ( 12:25 AM ) Angie Nope, grant officer doesn't even warrant the sexy ones. She can have the older Italian men who have nothing left but their knowledge of weapons. I just sent an e-mail off to my counselor here, so I'm hoping that venting to her sometime this week or next week will help me out at least a little bit. *crosses fingers* # Tuesday, May 06, 2003 ( 11:45 PM ) The Duchess Hey, Ang... maybe you should call in those sexy Italian men. Of course, that might require reassignment of them from Laura's collection of WMD. # ( 8:25 PM ) Laura You want we should take care of her? *cracks knuckles...or would if she could* History final is OVER. Gah, that was evil. I think I did alright, though. If I pulled this off, I may have an A. *dances while crossing her fingers* I got a 91 on that paper I had to write last week. Good stuff. More weirdness. Had lunch with a high school friend who's back from abroad. [Belgium] Now she's amused with the "situation" that has developed recently. Her thoughts? So long as I'm not engaged before her. *laughs* Real encouraging, ne? But she says one meal, not really a date, a meal. *shrugs* She's threatened me that if I don't do this before I leave for home, she may hurt me. >.> # ( 8:16 PM ) Angie And she's coming down hardest on me because I haven't been able to find an internship. I swear, this woman's--if you can even call her that--goal in life is to drive me back to the antidepressants or into a mental hospital. SERIOUSLY. # ( 7:49 PM ) The Duchess My point exactly. She's just bitchy. LOL. She knows the control she holds over you guys and doesn't care. Unfortunately, it sucks for everyone else. >.<;; # ( 7:46 PM ) Angie Jess, this woman does this to EVERY SINGLE PERSON in the program!! No one escapes her, and it's twice as worse because almost no one can find an internship anywhere! # ( 7:37 PM ) The Duchess That bad?? I mean, she's just a grant officer. I mean, do you really think she's going to care about inconveniencing others? She's in the power seat and she knows it. It's just something you'll have to deal with until it's over. Don't you just hate being the pee-on? Anyway... I had a couple of really weird dreams last night. They involved saving spiders from other spiders. {{shakes head}} Why? I have no clue. I hate spiders. I posted it up in it's entirety on my dream blog. Yeah, I'm weird like that. ^^;; Ice skating, spiders, bridges, and puppies... oh my... _-_ MANDIE!!! Why did you leave TCW again? I was waiting for you and Trevor to post. Without you guys, I'm completely stuck now!!! x.x;;; Oh, and cool poem there. Sounds to me like you're having a bit of girl trouble, eh, Trev? # ( 7:17 PM ) Angie verdammt...then can someone at least kill my stupid grant program officer? PLEASE? The verdammt-bei-Gott Hundin is really living up to that title I just gave her and if I have to meet with her one more time then I literally might go slit my wrists again or something. # ( 7:07 PM ) Triton My, you people write a lot. Well, just to some up my randomness, last week really, really sucked Eminem balls for me, and this kinda sprouted from at least one of my troubles. Oh, and thanks for your time, too. By the SS2K NOTE: First verse is like an Avril Lavigne/Ballad, second like blink 182/alt. rock, and the third a cross between Linkin Park/Swollen Members, then goes back to ballad. These past five years have been so hard My path to truth has left me scarred Betrayed by the ones I trust Love exchanged for twisted lust But you don’t care Do you know why they grin at me? Without cares, they say knowingly "You and her would be perfect, you know," Nodding my head to make them go But you don’t care No one wants to be alone So why won’t you let me near? Falling Angel Why am I saddened by your face? How am I shadowed by this place? Daunted by this hopelessness I fall and fade away Falling Angel The healing that I’ll never find I cannot leave this state of mind So much between us left unsaid But you don’t look my way Falling Angel The pattern has now changed As my thoughts pursue an end How can you be my soulmate If you won’t even be my friend? And I don’t care We’re so alike it scares me It can’t be less than Fate It’s impossible to love one When all one loves is hate And I don’t care I call your name but you don’t answer I scream but you don’t hear… Falling Angel Why am I saddened by your face? How am I shadowed by this place? Daunted by this hopelessness I fall and fade away Falling Angel The healing that I’ll never find I cannot leave this state of mind So much between us left unsaid But you don’t look my way Falling Angel We’re going around in circles I know you want me gone But your beauty won’t let me be alone So I will keep running on Are you trying to play hard to get? Well, screw that! ‘Cause I don’t have the time To decipher rhythm and rhyme Instead I’m making a change Remixing my view Making your Darkness so strange That my own Light will do Reach out to me, Cherub It’s you I’m trying to protect So forget your pride Stop trying to hide And give me a little respect I’ve been trampled by many But now I refuse To let my very life Short-out like a fuse Enough with the cold Depression does nothing But fuel the aggression As enticing it is to fight With white lightning I’m warping dimensions And creating ascensions Raising the bar While banning the tensions It’s now up to you, Angel The ball’s in your play Hit hard? Fake a shot? Or throw it away? It’s the final time I’m trying this The last time I’ll shed a tear… Falling Angel Why am I saddened by your face? How am I shadowed by this place? Daunted by this hopelessness I fall and fade away Falling Angel The healing that I’ll never find I cannot leave this state of mind So much between us left unsaid But you don’t look my way Falling Angel Fallen Angel If you’re going to let this slide Remember all the times I've tried I’m leaving all this hopelessness Watch me fade away Fallen Angel I’m trying to get you to heal While I’m losing my sense to feel So much between us still unsaid Will you ever look my way? Fallen Angel # ( 5:42 PM ) The Duchess Umm... no? >P # ( 11:41 AM ) Angie Can someone please just shoot me right now? # ( 10:55 AM ) Angie EVIL GRANT OFFICERS!!!!! *her grant officer e-mailed her at 8:30 am wanting a meeting at 10 am that day* # ( 10:54 AM ) Mandie *cries* can I just go back to bed?... Anyone want to go to class for me this week so I can just study at home? No? Damn... *sigh* Random thought of the day: What is better stress relief? Shooting Applied stats teacher... Or taking out evil grant officers? # ( 1:25 AM ) Danny Play Ok. No one else say anything about X2. I've still yet to see it. Which I might do tomorow if everything goes right for me. # Monday, May 05, 2003 ( 10:49 PM ) Laura X2 rocked. I have two words: Phoenix. Saga. Carolina and I were very pleased. *evil grin* Japanese final went well this morning I think. My walls are bare, save the Fruits Basket and Furi Kuri wallscrolls I put back up to stop the walls from scaring me. History is melting my brain. Back to the books. @_@ # ( 9:29 PM ) Angie Or depending on who it is, sometimes more than just on occasion. *sigh* # ( 9:11 PM ) The Duchess Are you depressed? And it's not Quizzilla. I thought this was interesting, seeing as how most of us here seem to go through these episodes on occasion. # ( 9:08 PM ) The Duchess certifications... We're getting pounded right now about how we need our certifications. # ( 8:07 PM ) Angie Finals suck. Finals from profs who don't give anything higher than a B+ on papers suck. Finals where there is ten tons of essay questions that make your arm cramp suck. Stupid Finals. # ( 6:31 PM ) The Duchess bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class bored in class I learned a new phrase. # ( 4:14 PM ) The Duchess {{sniffles, pouts, and huggles Prudy as she points to her blog}} Poor Marbles. I saw X2 Friday. I LIKED IT!!! YAY!! {{goes back to huggling Prudy}} Prudy: {{purrs 'cuz she's getting attention}} # ( 11:08 AM ) Laura Danny, I don't cheat. ;_; How else were we supposed to know what that was? *sniffles and takes the pity cookie* Just for that, I'll post a song. Yes, you can go on Google for this. I don't know how many of you have this particular CD, anyway. [Yeah, so that means it's not Linkin Park. *runs away*] Perfect by nature Icons of self-indulgence Just what we all need More lies about our world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled Look here, she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder! Oh how we love you! No flowers when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me Somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask where will you hide? I can’t find yourself lost in your lies… I know the truth now I know how you are And I don’t love you anymore Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me Somehow you've got everybody fooled Never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool Just you watch out Danny, one of these days I'm going to post in all Japanese to annoy you. Omoshiroi kamoshirenai... :P # Sunday, May 04, 2003 ( 2:56 AM ) Danny Play Laura you cheater... XD;;;; *hands out cookies anyway* # |
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